Post by deptx on Jan 2, 2018 18:12:14 GMT -6
Hi everyone. I posted this introduction to myself & AP interests & inspirations on the old grpup page, & since I am new to this page I thought I would post it again here, not just to introduxe people to myself & my interests/inspirations but get others to open up & share their interests & ideas & get some great conversation going & starting new friendships & connections. I am teally looking forward to idea & hope more people feel comfortable to open up & share.
On the old group,I made a poll
concerning if you have ever imagined a relative rapidly aging. I know it's an odd question, but I feel here as AP fans, and dealing with subjects that are sometimes "taboo" anyway, at least outside our community, we can talk about this openly and without fear of reproach, and I hope we could get a conversation going about it and not just about that, but AP inspirations in general.
As an aspiring AP writer(still new to the game), I have imagined AP for years and wrote little snippets here and there, many of which I wish I had held on to, and would gladly post here. I have imagined and wrote about everyone from hot teachers, to girlfriends, crushes, women in the neighborhood and even celebrities aging.
However, and I hope this doesn't sound weird, my "muse", in a sense, is my mom. I hope that doesn't sound too weird. She's always been a very youthful person, and was young when she had me; she was the young hot mom, the one my friends all had a crush on. She's still very attractive today, she's only about 46 now, with some light wrinkling/crinkling around her eyes, and some gray that peeks through sometimes.
But what connects her to my AP interests, and makes her my muse, started kind of in a roundabout way I hope makes sense. My earliest AP imaginings were of attractive teachers I had, girlfriends, girls I had a crush on, women in the neighborhood etc., and my mom only got connected to that when I was probably in middle school, when my friends were all aware of how attractive she was and everything. Well, one thing my mom has always done is been a little worried about looking old, about getting gray hairs and wrinkles, and joking about it, back then and even to this day.
I think the AP connection with her got further triggered one day when my sis and I were watching tv; my lil' sis was watching Snow White, and it was at the queen's transformation into an old hag(an early AP inspiration of mine as well), and my mom came into the room to put something into the closet. When she did, I heard her imitating the queen's old hag voice- a trick she does perfectly- and it made me and my sis laugh, especially at the thought of such an old-sounding voice coming out of someone as youthful as her. I think my mind got the juxtaposition even then, and after imagining all the teachers and hot girls aging, I started thinking, what if my mom rapidly aged? She was probably about 33 or so max then, and I thought about that, like maybe her aging in front of my friends that had the crush on her, and having a voice like the old lady imitation she did so well.
There were other things that added to the inspiration; things she said and did that I want to apply to my stories about women aging. For example, I vividly recall a time we were standing in line at a store, and the line was barely moving at all, and my mom said "Great, I'm going to be old and gray by the time we get out of here." She then did her spot-on old lady imitation, that perfect old lady voice she can do, and she also hunched over, put a hand on her back and pretended to lean on an imaginary cane with a shaking hand, and said "Young man, could you help an old lady get her bags to the car? Flibbity-jibbit!" I laughed, but it stoked the AP fires in my mind. I could just imagine her, from her voice and actions, aging right there in front of me. To this day she's doing things like that, saying things like that, and I want to try to incorporate some of those things she said and did into characters in my stories, if that makes sense.
Back then and even today, she always makes lil' cracks about her age, or getting gray hairs and wrinkles, like she once said she didn't like raisins while eating some trail mix, because they reminded her that she was going to be "all wrinkled up one day". Her commentary and self-depreciating humor on aging is something I want to include with the characters in my stories, I feel like it gives that added realism by taking that inspiration from real life. And when she got her first gray hair- I have to tell you that story. Me and one of my friends were in my room playing video games, and she comes in and says "Guys, guess what?" And then she holds out in between her fingers a gray hair. "I got my first gray hair hair. You know what that means?" me and my buddy looked at each other and then she said, "It means I'm getting old!" she then put her hands to her face dramatically, like her face was aging, and man, she literally acted out aging rapidly right in front of us. She could've been an actress, she just acted out aging so perfectly, hunching over and leaning on an imaginary cane, and speaking in that spot-on old lady voice: "Guess I'd better start stocking up on the wrinkle cream" she said. "Maybe I should go ahead and reserve a room at the old folk's home..." she added, as she jokingly hobbled put of the room like an old lady. Man it was perfect! I couldn't believe she literally acted out rapidly aging right in front of us, my friend laughed, and I did, but I found it so awesome, I haven't seen a woman in my real life do that before or since except her, and to my knowledge she never knew about my interest in AP, either. But her actions and reactions really stoked those AP fires in my brain, y'know...I actually imagined what it would've been like if she had rapidly aged right there, in front of my friend with the crush. What a surprise it would've been to him!
I hope to add her actions and commentary on aging to how I think characters in the stories would react, and I really believe it helps the realism. She does stuff like that to this day. Also, another thing is seeing her aging over the years, helps add to the realism of my descriptions- like I said she has aged very well and is very attractive and youthful still, but when you're around someone like that all the time, when you grew up with them and know every nuance of them, you notice the signs of aging here and there, like the wrinkles and crinkles popping up here and there, gray hairs and the like. And I take inspiration from those changes I see, and her reactions and commentary over the years, and try to apply them to the characters in my stories, to make their aging and reactions seem more realistic. So in that way she is an inspiration and muse to my stories, observing her thoughts on aging, her jokes, her actual aging and applying it to these stories. I think it further fostered my AP interest, too. I hope this all makes sense and doesn't seem too weird.
Sorry for the long post, but I hope it doesn't weird everyone out, but I believe this is an open-minded, understanding group, insightful and educated enough to understand my meaning here, and I hope to inspire others to tell of their experiences as well, I'd like to hear them and really get conversation going, as well as what you think about my "case" here lol
On the old group,I made a poll
concerning if you have ever imagined a relative rapidly aging. I know it's an odd question, but I feel here as AP fans, and dealing with subjects that are sometimes "taboo" anyway, at least outside our community, we can talk about this openly and without fear of reproach, and I hope we could get a conversation going about it and not just about that, but AP inspirations in general.
As an aspiring AP writer(still new to the game), I have imagined AP for years and wrote little snippets here and there, many of which I wish I had held on to, and would gladly post here. I have imagined and wrote about everyone from hot teachers, to girlfriends, crushes, women in the neighborhood and even celebrities aging.
However, and I hope this doesn't sound weird, my "muse", in a sense, is my mom. I hope that doesn't sound too weird. She's always been a very youthful person, and was young when she had me; she was the young hot mom, the one my friends all had a crush on. She's still very attractive today, she's only about 46 now, with some light wrinkling/crinkling around her eyes, and some gray that peeks through sometimes.
But what connects her to my AP interests, and makes her my muse, started kind of in a roundabout way I hope makes sense. My earliest AP imaginings were of attractive teachers I had, girlfriends, girls I had a crush on, women in the neighborhood etc., and my mom only got connected to that when I was probably in middle school, when my friends were all aware of how attractive she was and everything. Well, one thing my mom has always done is been a little worried about looking old, about getting gray hairs and wrinkles, and joking about it, back then and even to this day.
I think the AP connection with her got further triggered one day when my sis and I were watching tv; my lil' sis was watching Snow White, and it was at the queen's transformation into an old hag(an early AP inspiration of mine as well), and my mom came into the room to put something into the closet. When she did, I heard her imitating the queen's old hag voice- a trick she does perfectly- and it made me and my sis laugh, especially at the thought of such an old-sounding voice coming out of someone as youthful as her. I think my mind got the juxtaposition even then, and after imagining all the teachers and hot girls aging, I started thinking, what if my mom rapidly aged? She was probably about 33 or so max then, and I thought about that, like maybe her aging in front of my friends that had the crush on her, and having a voice like the old lady imitation she did so well.
There were other things that added to the inspiration; things she said and did that I want to apply to my stories about women aging. For example, I vividly recall a time we were standing in line at a store, and the line was barely moving at all, and my mom said "Great, I'm going to be old and gray by the time we get out of here." She then did her spot-on old lady imitation, that perfect old lady voice she can do, and she also hunched over, put a hand on her back and pretended to lean on an imaginary cane with a shaking hand, and said "Young man, could you help an old lady get her bags to the car? Flibbity-jibbit!" I laughed, but it stoked the AP fires in my mind. I could just imagine her, from her voice and actions, aging right there in front of me. To this day she's doing things like that, saying things like that, and I want to try to incorporate some of those things she said and did into characters in my stories, if that makes sense.
Back then and even today, she always makes lil' cracks about her age, or getting gray hairs and wrinkles, like she once said she didn't like raisins while eating some trail mix, because they reminded her that she was going to be "all wrinkled up one day". Her commentary and self-depreciating humor on aging is something I want to include with the characters in my stories, I feel like it gives that added realism by taking that inspiration from real life. And when she got her first gray hair- I have to tell you that story. Me and one of my friends were in my room playing video games, and she comes in and says "Guys, guess what?" And then she holds out in between her fingers a gray hair. "I got my first gray hair hair. You know what that means?" me and my buddy looked at each other and then she said, "It means I'm getting old!" she then put her hands to her face dramatically, like her face was aging, and man, she literally acted out aging rapidly right in front of us. She could've been an actress, she just acted out aging so perfectly, hunching over and leaning on an imaginary cane, and speaking in that spot-on old lady voice: "Guess I'd better start stocking up on the wrinkle cream" she said. "Maybe I should go ahead and reserve a room at the old folk's home..." she added, as she jokingly hobbled put of the room like an old lady. Man it was perfect! I couldn't believe she literally acted out rapidly aging right in front of us, my friend laughed, and I did, but I found it so awesome, I haven't seen a woman in my real life do that before or since except her, and to my knowledge she never knew about my interest in AP, either. But her actions and reactions really stoked those AP fires in my brain, y'know...I actually imagined what it would've been like if she had rapidly aged right there, in front of my friend with the crush. What a surprise it would've been to him!
I hope to add her actions and commentary on aging to how I think characters in the stories would react, and I really believe it helps the realism. She does stuff like that to this day. Also, another thing is seeing her aging over the years, helps add to the realism of my descriptions- like I said she has aged very well and is very attractive and youthful still, but when you're around someone like that all the time, when you grew up with them and know every nuance of them, you notice the signs of aging here and there, like the wrinkles and crinkles popping up here and there, gray hairs and the like. And I take inspiration from those changes I see, and her reactions and commentary over the years, and try to apply them to the characters in my stories, to make their aging and reactions seem more realistic. So in that way she is an inspiration and muse to my stories, observing her thoughts on aging, her jokes, her actual aging and applying it to these stories. I think it further fostered my AP interest, too. I hope this all makes sense and doesn't seem too weird.
Sorry for the long post, but I hope it doesn't weird everyone out, but I believe this is an open-minded, understanding group, insightful and educated enough to understand my meaning here, and I hope to inspire others to tell of their experiences as well, I'd like to hear them and really get conversation going, as well as what you think about my "case" here lol