Post by mmodine on May 19, 2022 18:23:51 GMT -6
I am simply stunned that I am not alone. For my entire life I was the only person I knew that had an AP kink.
I have been fascinated with AP and remember my best friend calling me weird in kindergarten because I wanted to play a game on the playground where Princess Leia is made old by Darth Vader.
The aging of the podling scene in Dark Crystal is something I will never forget having first viewed it in the theaters as a little kid. That only served to intensify my fascination.
I was, no surprise, always attracted to older women as a teen. I was so proud I landed a 30 year old girlfriend when I was 21. She had the sexiest mom bod and screwed better than anyone my age at the time.
Now I tend to use a combination of the age filter on FaceApp and then blend the younger and old age pics to make a middle-aged version of any woman I find hot. There is nothing better than seeing lines form around a woman’s eyes and mouth, seeing the first grays pop and eventually turn salt and pepper.
I have a theory as to why we have this kink. I think at some point as a child we heard someone close to us say how terrible it is to get old and look old. Something to make aging very taboo. The reason taboos are powerful is that it creates cognitive dissonance: on one hand we’ve been told aging is horrible and to be avoided like the plague. Secondly, we know we will grow older too, so in order to heal that wound to our self image we project onto others the acceptance we seek for ourselves. If aging is hot in others, it sends a subtle signal it must be sexy to other people that they see you age- a thought completely at odds with what we’d been told very early on in our childhood.
It was my dad who was always telling us that too many people get old before their time, they don’t stay active and so they get old and wrinkled, and crippled up. He would comment on how many Hollywood actresses were looking old and used up. The thing was, they really weren’t;. They’d be consider milfs today. So I am sure that adds to the kink as well. If she looks hideously old…uh, I find her hot. Then it becomes shameful, and shame can lead to repressions that when expressed sexually, can really amplify lust to an obsessive level.
I have been fascinated with AP and remember my best friend calling me weird in kindergarten because I wanted to play a game on the playground where Princess Leia is made old by Darth Vader.
The aging of the podling scene in Dark Crystal is something I will never forget having first viewed it in the theaters as a little kid. That only served to intensify my fascination.
I was, no surprise, always attracted to older women as a teen. I was so proud I landed a 30 year old girlfriend when I was 21. She had the sexiest mom bod and screwed better than anyone my age at the time.
Now I tend to use a combination of the age filter on FaceApp and then blend the younger and old age pics to make a middle-aged version of any woman I find hot. There is nothing better than seeing lines form around a woman’s eyes and mouth, seeing the first grays pop and eventually turn salt and pepper.
I have a theory as to why we have this kink. I think at some point as a child we heard someone close to us say how terrible it is to get old and look old. Something to make aging very taboo. The reason taboos are powerful is that it creates cognitive dissonance: on one hand we’ve been told aging is horrible and to be avoided like the plague. Secondly, we know we will grow older too, so in order to heal that wound to our self image we project onto others the acceptance we seek for ourselves. If aging is hot in others, it sends a subtle signal it must be sexy to other people that they see you age- a thought completely at odds with what we’d been told very early on in our childhood.
It was my dad who was always telling us that too many people get old before their time, they don’t stay active and so they get old and wrinkled, and crippled up. He would comment on how many Hollywood actresses were looking old and used up. The thing was, they really weren’t;. They’d be consider milfs today. So I am sure that adds to the kink as well. If she looks hideously old…uh, I find her hot. Then it becomes shameful, and shame can lead to repressions that when expressed sexually, can really amplify lust to an obsessive level.